Post by sâr`châsm" ... mouthing Aines words and energy" made it read like you did.
Sorry, I meant that it looked like you wrote her comments, since they
didn't have a carot, color or line beside her comments on the last half
of your post.
Post by sâr`châsmPost by hyHowever, I think that people can mimic others energy. I also think that
people take on the energy of others when they work with one another or
talk with each other, etc.
This would greatly depend upon what you mean by "energy" in that instance.
It likely isn't what I meant so, you get to decide whether or not you want
to describe it as you attempt a few paragraphs down.
What I mean by energy I guess is how I perceive it. I haven't really
ever tried to explain that before and never thought the need to.
However, I can see your point now.
Post by sâr`châsmPost by hyI can't say that I have tried to see if anyone was a sock here, except for
one person who I liked and in the end got suspicious of because of others
telling me she was a sock (Solei?) I liked her, and I wished that I would
have treated her better - like I liked her - rather than through
suspicion.
Well, that poster "JAC" was a sock of another poster, (it's over and done
and this isn't a rehash so, no names).
I didn't know that. I liked JAC. I acted sort of dumb with him, and he
could be cranky, but I liked him.
Post by sâr`châsmPost by hyAlso, I think if we see something in side of another person that reminds
us of another (especially if they are friends) we sort of go through their
energy to the other.
While patterns of others can be similar, (or, 'spoofed'), that wasn't what
I'd mean by "energy". There can be general similarities between people but,
the specific detailed patterns will vary enough to distinguish between them,
(or, socks).
I didn't mean spoofed.
Some people to me, feel the same, they have similar patterns to me. I
feel/sense patterns different than what I express as energy or thoughts.
These are all different to me. For instance, I may feel someone think
about me or write to me, but that is not the same "pattern" or "energy"
as them "just being". Rituals also sometimes changes how they feel or
vibrate or look etc.
I guess why I mentioned some of the above is that there are certain
people on here that I like because they do post similar and they do post
the way I like (even if they post some things I do not like). So they
can seem similar to other people. Maybe they are the same people, but I
do not want to live my life worrying about those issues.
It is true, I come back for the community that I used to see in arw, and
find it on occasion. I like that. I liked the closeness. I do not want
to be duped by socks. But I can't spend time on people long enough to
invest in socks or even really good people. So I have to enjoy people
for who they and as they are as they place themselves in front of me.
Post by sâr`châsmPost by hyWe also replicate others in us or take parts of them into ourselves.
We do? I don't do that so, that's not a "we".
Okay, maybe not you. But there was a time when even you enjoyed sort of
trying to mess with my mind about posters. And it worked. At that time,
you were also feeling different than you are now, in a confusing
spoofing sort of way.
Post by sâr`châsmPost by hyBesides, I have talked to people here that have scared me because I felt
that the energy was so close or the thoughts so close to my own that I
felt like I was being duped because it was too scary to believe in
synchronicity on such extreme levels.
Why did that make you fearful?
Probably because when I came to arw I had a rather Kassandra type
complex. I was not used to being believed, I was not used to sharing
ideas I thought were make believe. I didn't understand what was make
believe and what could be possible. I wanted to believe, but also even
if I have evidence staring at me, showing me some grand possibility and
my heart wants to believe, I can still have troubles believing. I am
both a sceptic and a romantic at heart.
I believed more in others than my self and therefore, to have someone
mimick back to me something I felt close to, was scary.. because it
meant I had to believe in them believing in me or sharing something I
wasn't sure about believing in yet.
I believe both less and more now. Less in others, more in myself, but I
think in a good way. I still believe in others greatly.
Post by sâr`châsmPost by hyHowever, I got over that. I understand it more now and can trust in it
more.
What do you understand about it?
To have faith that things are good in such beautiful and connecting
ways, and this tells me something sometimes, and validates in ways that
I had to ask for before, and now I am shown and do not need to discuss
with others any more.
I understand that I am thankful.